Sometimes the person you thought you knew the most does something that makes you think you never really knew them at all. You do everthing you can to make them happy, to protect them, and they ignore every single word you say. They think they’re better than you! That they can change somebody, even though you couldn’t.
Girls all love to have friends- it’s the most important thing in the world. But some girls are blind, and get tied up in a little thing I like to call the male gender.
I have this friend, we’ve known eachother for years. I still remember when we used to prop up the camcorder in her living room and dance around and sing to high school musical, do makeovers, laugh and have fun. Even when we had boyfriends, our friendship stayed strong, because that’s what came first. That’s what was most important.
But now, I don’t know her at all. She’s changed so much, some things for the better, some for the worst. She used to be suicidal, and she’s not anymore, which is brilliant and I’m so relieved. I still remember when I had to tell her mother how bad her turns were getting, it was horrible. But then there are some things that aren’t so good.
In friendships, you are meant to be honest and trusting and understanding. I don’t think I can she is any of those things anymore.
I was with a guy, who I fell for really hard. It hurt a lot when everything messed up, and we both tried to keep our relationship strong but it just didn’t work. We decided to be friends, but that didn’t go so well either, we were constantly arguing and fighting because of stupid petty things. And just as we began to be friends properly he’d do something to hurt me. All the while I was crying to my best friend, and she was saying he was an arsehole, comforting me. Being understanding.
And then I find out that he likes her, and I warn her of all the things he’s done, and she says she likes him back. And wants to be with him. And that she can make him better. She didn’t actually listen. She didn’t actually understand. She didn’t actually care how he made me feel. She just wants to be happy.
Well she won’t find happiness with him. But it doesn’t matter I don’t control her she can do as she pleases, but she certainly isn’t my best friend anymore. I don’t know her at all.